I can't really tell you what I'm gonna do, there are so many thoughts in my head...

So I started my new job yesterday, and let me tell you, I think I'm going to suck at it. And I mean, it's not like I expected to be this totally great server. But I mean, lets face it. I am in no way a nice person. And sometimes I just can't fake it, well so I can never fake it. But I mean, who knows, we'll see I guess. Whopps, hold on, forgot about the dogs. Alright, but besides that, I've got a 2 good looking managers, who are all totally awesome, which helps. You know.

Other than that, life's pretty much the same, which in a way is sad, you know, because, well I'm a loser. But at least I'm comfortable with it. I'm looking for a job. There I said it. And well, this whole process is rather intimidating, not that I don't have a life plan or anything, because I do, I just have it on *pause* at the moment, and was kind of hoping that after awhile it would just kind of kick back into play mode and I wouldn't really have to do anything about it, just kind of roll with it, make some money, move to england marry a rich bloke and settle in for a lush life. You know, every girls dream. At the rate I'm going, I'll end up living under a bridge, and the sad thing is, it will probably be the maumee bridge, not even a cool bridge, because well, I'm sure by now all the cool bridges are taken. There's probably a waiting list. Oh well. C'est la vie.

I think I have a circulation problem, because my feet and my hands are constantly cold, and when I say constantly I mean, seriously all the time. The other day at work I had to go into the bathroom and run hot hot water over them just to get warm, because I was FREEZING, and I am right now, which is why I brought it up. Good one.

Five super cool things that happened lately: 1) There seems to always be super cool music on the radio, 2) H. Biggs and I won the name game Sat. Morning at work 3) I gave a lesson last week, and in less than 1/2 and hour I got one girl to quit taking riding lessons, it was great. 4) I watched, Mean Girls, Saved, Jack & Sarah, & Phonebooth this weekend 5) After this week I'll be down to 3 1/2 jobs!!